Haix!! My birthday is around the corner le.. I always very excited and can't wait for it to come by but this time i don't realli have the mood to celebrate it.. Not cos i getting old is cos some problem that hasn't been solved, considered a big problem bah... Feeling quite sad n sian... Maybe a simple dinner wif my gf(Laopo) would be my happiest moment for my birthday. I just want her be by my side on that day n no one else cos being wif her make my life brighter and have the courage to walk on and solved my problem... She has become part of my life who occupy my heart fully..

Its coming 2 months working in this IT company. My job tasks have been increasing and feel a bit of pressure here and there too.. During the first month, i was just doing paper work in the company, now i running all around the camps doing Preventive survey but i have to do paper work too cos my colleague who surpose to do the paper work was attached to a new project. Haix! Other than the pressure from the job, i also have a lot of stress. I have been working out of a way to solve it. Hopefully i will worked the way i planned so the problem will be solved soon. I was getting more and more tired as the days passed by. Sometimes realli feel like run and escaped to a place to avoid all these stress and pressure. But i can't cos i can't leave my gf(dear), family behind to help me solved the problem for me.
I realli hope i can resolved the problem soon. Haix!!!!!!!! So sian and so tired in life!! Would someone help me??

Have been very busy recently with my work and always back home very tired. Realli don't have much time to watch TV, play my fav. computer games and talk to my parents. After reaching home, i will have a light dinner then read mail, prepared my working stuffs for tml then i will go to slp. Quite a boring life but at least i get to meet my dear(gf) everyday after i knock off from work. I'm so happy. Haha!
Still got 11 more days to Pay day! haix!!

Today's mood isn't as good compare to normal days. I didn't know wheather wht i do is right or wrong but there are ppl doing it too.. Haix! Since the moment i return to till now, my mind still haven't set peace yet. Heart feeling uneasy and complicated mind-set keep thinking about the work that i have done. Although this is my first time attached out all alone but i feel that isn't for me to take that as a excuse. I keep feeling that i didn't put a lot of effort on my work and keep thinking that i should bear some responsibility for all the work i have done. I felt so sorry, sad n mood-less..

Today is our 1st mth anniversay. One month isn't very long but we very treasure every minutes and days being together with one another. Although many ppl say that the first few months of the relationship are always very loving and romantic. I agree with that and it is true cos my past relationships had already proven that le. But for this relationship i will ensure it will be a different one.. i will make sure the loving and romance will last 4ever. Being with you, it was so happy and fortunate. I also felt so lucky to have you being my Girl, LaoPo.. Hope our relationship will last 4ever with lots of joys and happy moments!

This new relationship i have started, its going about a mth soon.. It has been smooth and sweet.. The days being with you is very happy, enjoyable and excited.. I felt so being LOVED n the CARE & CONCERN from you.. You are realli sweet and nice person. I realli LOVE very deeply and can't lived without you n your LOVE.
I realli happy to have know you.. Thanks so much that you are there to share my joy, sadness n happiness.. I realli wish will continue like this all the way!

- I promise I would stand by you
- I promise I would hold you tight
- I promise I would be there to LOVE to be with you
- I promise that my LOVE is always for you
- I promise I would be always be the one bring you happiness and joy
- I pormise I would be always be the one to be there for you when you need me...